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Through the Looking Glass

by August

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1.
I don’t know what it is, what it is that makes me this way I don’t know why everything’s always on replay I don’t wanna make it hurt if it just won’t go away I don’t wanna keep myself stuck in this same place Took a chance knowing I couldn’t break your fall Took a chance knowing I wasn’t ready at all Took a chance on love hoping it would heal all things Took a chance on all the pain it would bring I was scared of being second now I give second chances I was too busy being worried, I didn’t see what was in front of me But I do now I don’t know what it is, what it is that makes me this way Always looking too deep into everything you say Always looking for a way to gain some control I don’t wanna keep myself from letting go I was scared of being second now I give second chances I was too busy being worried, I didn’t see what was in front of me But I do now Background singing: se-cond chan-ces Always tried to keep you close Knowing that the door was closed Sometimes you run just to fall Always tried to come in first But somehow it just got worse Turns out it wasn’t a race at all I was scared of being second now I give second chances I was too busy being worried, I didn’t see what was in front of me But I do now I was scared of being second now I give second chances I was too busy being worried, I didn’t see what was in front of me But I do now
2.
All my plants are dead And that feels like a sign We’re spending the holidays all alone Except for the ones on the front line And I can’t help but cry Dreaming about Crowded rooms and lit up stages Bars where you had to shout But it’s not the same anymore I’m tired of the news (echo) And the lies that we’re told (echo) All for profit and gain of power In the business of selling souls There’s nowhere to run (echo) No hope in a king (echo) Left to our own devices To make it till spring But it’s not the same anymore No, it’s not the same anymore It’s too warm for November, it still feels like it’s June Is it a waste of a year or just a long afternoon? Are we living through history, is it all coming to an end? Tell me when will life begin again Tell me when will life begin again Unprecedented times “We’ll be fine” Unprecedented times “We’ll be alright” It’s too warm for November, it still feels like it’s June Is it a waste of a year or just a long afternoon? Are we living through history, is it all coming to an end? Tell me when will life begin again Tell me when will life begin again
3.
Refraction 01:21
4.
Lately I can’t sleep I think the stress has got to me And it leaves me tossing and turning at night I can’t handle all the news Or figure out what I’m to do So I just fixate on the street lights It’s like a reoccurring dream Where everything’s extreme No middle ground to stand firmly upon This isn’t how I thought it’d be Barely over twenty-three It feels like I’ve been running for so long And I am drowning And I keep falling down Cuz sometimes you build a dam Just to keep it all in But the walls began to crack And there’s no turning back now As I watch the cars pass by I sing a solemn lullaby For the life I knew before Because everything has changed And no one’s here to take the blame At some point you can’t run anymore And I am drowning And I keep falling Sometimes you build a dam Just to keep it all in So you board up your mind And leave it all behind Cuz sometimes you build a dam Just to keep it all in But the walls began to crack And there’s no turning back now I thought that I could let it out All that’s been building till now But there’s too much to unpack So I guess I’ll hold it back now
5.
I’m not good with directions I go the way I remember the most I’m not the most attentive But I will listen when you feel alone I am late almost always I spend most days in my mind But I’ll be there on your birthday Even if I am falling behind I will not claim to be something more Something more than what I have to give I will not ask you to give me the world Just please don’t grow tired of me Just say that you want me I place blame when I’m angry But that is few and far in between I’m not good at quick decisions But I’m passionate about what matters to me I will not claim to be something more Something more than what I have to give I will not ask you to give me the world Just please don’t grow tired of me Just say that you want me I’m not perfect, though I’ve tried to be This could be worth it So please don’t grow tired of me Just say that you love me I will not claim to be something more Something more than what I have to give I will not ask you to give me the world Just please don’t grow tired of me Just say that you want me
6.
Reflection 02:02
7.
Nostalgia 04:33
Alarm goes off again I awake to the sound of rain Still startled by my thoughts Was it real or just a dream? So vivid and so real Felt like I was in your arms again As if time stood still As if it was all the same But you are lost In my memory Fabricated by nostalgia, you’re never leaving me Romanticizing a broken heart is all that I can see And I know that I could never have you So I’ll see you in my dreams That’s enough for me My mind began to wander I take a trip down to the past And all that’s left to ponder Is how we could never last An end I never saw Until it looked me in the eye I questioned what went wrong As if the how could change the why But you are lost In my memory Fabricated by nostalgia, you’re never leaving me Romanticizing a broken heart is all that I can see And I know that I could never have you So I’ll see you in my dreams That’s enough for me But you are lost In my memory Fabricated by nostalgia, you’re never leaving me Romanticizing a broken heart is all that I can see And I know that I could never have you So I’ll see you in my dreams That’s enough for me
8.
Blame 03:46
Looking in the mirror At my own worst enemy And my vision’s getting clearer After everything’s been blurry Now I think I found the answer Of who I’m meant to be And what you mean to me I was better off on my own When I sang “Please, winter come” But I was scared of letting you go So I just kept it to the song I’ve been running from the answer Of who I have become And what you mean to me Blaming you hasn’t healed a thing It just left me still hurting All these problems were my own to let go I was making you a villain To make the pain just go away But I painted me a prison In the sorrows of yesterday I was searching for the answer Of who I’m meant to be And what you mean to me Blaming you hasn’t healed a thing It just left me still hurting All these problems were my own to let go I’m so sorry for the way I treated you before I can’t help it, I was nervous I would lose it all I’m so sorry for the way I treated you before I can’t help it, I was nervous I would lose it all

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Through the Looking Glass was written over the course of the past year through the intense turbulence of the pandemic. Like Alice in Lewis Carroll’s “Through the Looking Glass," we found ourselves in what felt like an altered reality or a different dimension, and the songs on the album lyrically and musically represent this idea.

Lyrically, the album attempts to make sense of all the thoughts and feelings that come from navigating through a world on fire. Musically, the album passes through various time signatures, 3/4, 4/4, 5/4, 6/4, 6/8, 9/8, and 11/4, that represent a distortion of normal life. To further give the effect of navigating through an altering reality, melodic and harmonic ideas return in new form. Some of these ideas are exclusive to Through the Looking Glass, while others are pulled from our 2020 EP, Chaos & Comfort. Through the Looking Glass is self-recorded and self-produced by the members of August.

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released September 3, 2021

Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Bailey Budnik in Grand Rapids, MI.
Written by Olivia Vargas and Michael Pierce.
Vocals/Keyboard: Olivia Vargas
Vocals: Marissa Peak
Guitar: Michael Pierce
Bass: William Wright
Drums: Bailey Budnik

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August Grand Rapids, Michigan

Discover the soulful allure of August, a female-led pop duo reigning from Grand Rapids, MI. Known for their captivating harmonies, August weaves tales of love and self-discovery, leaving an indelible mark on the West Michigan music scene. Their brilliance shines through in every note, inviting you to join them on an intimate journey where harmonies and authenticity take center stage. ... more

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